Saturday, December 19, 2009

dearest sister, tearfull sacrifies..


PART 1.

i'd heard 'bout this book ages ago. dari kawan kepada kawan syafi. aha! he told a lil' bit 'bout it. and he really good at hypnotized me to keep thinking of the novel. aiyakk. tapi apekan daya, masih student sekolah at that time. sistem ekonomi syafi ma
sih terumbang-ambing. ironicly, my parents not too supporting me in reading novels. so, faham-faham jelaa.. kene guna janaan ekonomi sendiri weh!

maka,bermulalah angan-angan suci syafi untuk simpan even a penny to get the novel by my own. yeahh. can still feel the atmosphere. but, aha, kalau dah kuar 'but' tu, maksudnya, mestilah tak menjadi right? huu..pelbagai kekangan ekonomi serta waktu menyebabkan angan-angan suci itu terkubur menjadi angan-angan si Jenin. days passed, bit by bit i'm no longer remember 'bout the novel. sibuk SPM lagi satu hal! hailaa..


then, after nearly 3 years, coincidently, when hang out with my bff early this december, tergerak pulak nak singgah bookstore. in split sec, i'm likely to had a kind of memory bomb, boom! "thats it,MY SISTER'S KEEPER!" with a serious looked, i searched the racks like hell. haha. finally, found it. no 2nd thought. grab it. pay for it. oh yeahh! lihatlah dunia, i'd made it, aku berjaya gali balik angan-angan suciku! afta 3 years...

tak tahu la cetakan keberapa nih. huk.

ok, enough for the craps. i'm still in progress in reading. kekanggan tugas-tugas wajib anak dara di rumah semasa cuti semester. huh. but, it's half already. and, it's really, really tear up my mind to think all those issues rises in the story. it's about a family who has a pair of children, Kate & Jesse. Unfortunately, Kate is diagnosed with APL-acute premyelogenous leukemia. need bone marrow transplant. but, too risk to wait for suitable donor. even Jesse, her brother herself didnt match. then, there come the idea of designer baby from Sara, the mother. using IVF to select the best genes to be geneticly equal to Kate.

ever dare to think? i mean, to design a child in order to save another child? huu.. then, the 1st issue rised. Anna, the designed baby, at her thirteen, sued her parents for medical emancipation. goshh! she feel that she should not give away her kidney to her sister as thier parents wish. and she think she has the right. actually, from my reading so far, i know, Anna is just want a kind of attention from her parents. or,maybe that's only a part of it. perhaps, she felt that her parents play unfair between their children. because Anna was three when she had her 1st surgery to help her sister. And guess what, Sara is quite playing the role of unfair.

for the half book i read, it forces me to think, sometimes, parents dont aware of their unfairness between their children even they think so. sometime, we must accept that there are certain part of child are very sensitive through their heart. bila mereka terasa, tambahan lagi wujud persekitaran yang memaksa, serta kebijaksanaan minda, timbul persaan memberontak. perhaps, that differentiate between children and adults. but, Anna braveness really shock me. whoaah. i'll never have the gut to do what she did.

lots more to share. sebab memang banyak sangat isu yang menarik & buat syafi terfikir. but, let me finish the other half. hehe. of course, there will be part 2.

quotes from the novel:

"when i was a little, the great mystery to me wasn't how babies are made, but why?"....Anna


notakaki: Jodi Picoult is good ya noe. *grin*


black & white photo contest


by: thecamerajunkie.blogspot.com

i'm really interested. nice coz its juz for fun. repeat, JUZ FOR FUN.
so, here the picture.

*on June 7th. Kelantan.





notakaki: thnx to shaza. gud luck to her. :)



"the art of photos"



Wednesday, December 16, 2009

bile kami bersama.. :)


12 December 2009.
kami, syafi, tasha, wanie, charm.

keluar bersama smpena holide masing2. well, konon nk reunion. tp, from 9, 4 jek yg dpt join. huu. sedihh. tp xpee. go on jekk.

jumaat tuh, syafi & wanie gerak dlu ke cheras. ke Antarabangsa kondo. umah sewa tasha. charm follow up the next day. coz she had driving class. huu.
aktvt? well. we were talking, talking, talking..chated all the way. kenangan zaman sekolah. rahsia2. ngumpat2. kutuk2. haha. nice!




at the moment, mmg trase rindu kat skola..huu..
well,mls nk story bnykk. on the day, we'll ke sunway pyramid. asalnya..nk ice skating. but..someone got scared. hua3. cancelled. wacthing movies. THE PRINCESS & THE FROG. (ke terbalik ek?haha)
mmg best! mmg enjoy la cite nih. even mcm budak2..but srius. BESTT!
mkn2. jln2. pusing2 lam SP tuh. then..lepak kat secret recipe sbb konon
nk celebrate besday charm. (tp kek masing2 nye fulus laa.haha).



BTW, yg nk highlight, we'll used taxi jekk. but what make me quite pissed off, nape org melayu nk mkn org melayu? but bangse laen ok je la plak?? amek untung beza smpai 5 6 ringgit? WTFishh? tahula kami not from there. but be honest la kan. tambah sedih bangsa sendri yg buatt..huu..


anyway, the 3 days 2 nites are totally unforgettable. 5 years kami membesar dlm alam remaja. u all syafi tak kan lupa sampai bila-bila..:)

now, sume da success. cuma perlu berjuang lagi. Wanie & Charm: UTP, petroleum engineering. Tasha: UCSI, A-Level for denstistry(Ireland). Syafi: UniMAP, polymer engineering.

*ade lagi shbt2 yg sgtt success yg xdpt nk bertemu. huu. miss u all.


syafi, wani, charm, tasha.


"bersahabat sampai mati"

Thursday, December 10, 2009

kau sayangku ♥


as i'm in form 3. xsilapp. i had bought a Bikash Nur Idris novel (second of mine), title, Kau Sayangku. mmg best woo. yelaa. syafi pon suke nukilan2 author trsebut. esp, Ria Qistina. the 1st novel i read (which make me love the rest). jln story excellent, make me cant wait to finish it. lau xsilap. 2 ari je kot. yelaa. nga skola lg. hehe. tapi sygg.. novel itu suda tiada. sbb? kene rampas oleh guru2 trchenta. huk3. padan muke. sape sohh bwk skola ye x? hehe. (budak nakal kot). act, ade member nk pinjam. dan-dan jek ad spotcheck. huhu. sedehh..

okeh. but now. da xsedehh. sbb.. kesah itu suda dilakonkan! yess.. tajuk, 'Dari Mata Arisa'. haha. okeh. admit. org laen da lame taw. me jek yg baru taw. huhu. sbb kat uni mcm katak bwh besen. xtgk tv kott! (plus,ne layan rtm.haha) huu. tp, i dun care. i'm freaking excited sbb dpt tgk n hayati balek kesah Akif Zamani & Arisa! nice2.. i like..hee..

tetapi..Syed Aiman not the one i think for Akif..hehe. should be Aaron Aziz. haha. Ashraf da seswai da untk Eddy. Yang laen2, ok! papepon, layan jekk.. cant wait to wacth till the end. hehe. another addiction after Nur Kasih. hee.

cover yg cun. tp pinky. huu.


notakaki: congrate kak Bikash! even mcm da basi..erkk..



"bakat kurniaan Tuhan"

Monday, December 7, 2009

its december.



its December.
there are winter. not in Malaysia of course. should be cold out there. means, there. so far away there. but i like can feel the cold breeze. freezing my heart. uhh. what can i say. i'm the one who choose it. nobody should be blame. da wat silap, tanggung a sendri kan? well, its hurt. tp sabar tu madu. that can heal it. give the sweetness back. so, just keep going bersabar. sabar dlm perjuangan diri sendiri tuk mncapai kebahagian dunia dan akhirat.

*nex january, its been two decades. ohh..

Kian jauh
Kian hilang
Kasih antara kita

Nampak tenang
Pada zahirnya
Tapi batin terseksa

Yang terguris tak nampak dimata
Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata
Tahan sebak didada

Ke manakah..nak dibawa
Resah kian melanda

Di manakah
Hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada

Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh

notakaki: kian sepi uhh.


Monday, November 30, 2009

all new! yeahh..


as what u see. all new! its no longer 'sweet sours apples', but 'CIRCLES'. a lil' bit of it. 'CIRCLES' is the best and simple words to express life;

1. because, a wheel is a circle. life's like a wheel. kejap kat atas. kejap kat bawah. kejap kiri. kejap kanan.

2. because, in friendship, in family, it's also like a circle. there's no ENDs.

3. because, circles mean retro.

haha. the third is not totally serious. hehe. well, for me, its time for a new start. fresh.
more to say, but let time judge it. :))
learned, explored, think.


p/s: template ni kebetulan je terjumpe. hee..


"anewfreshstart"

Sunday, November 29, 2009

1st try okehh :)

first try.
saje gatal-gatal tangan. hehe.
saje nak kongsi-kongsi. hee.
jemput la, sape yang minat laa..
klik;
"cinta seorang buaya"


p/s: dedicated to ekin, wanie & any girls out there. hehe. :))

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

ohh rubbish!



whoah.. couple of day b4, my famly n i, when for a picnic. picnic ke? hehe. xkesa laa. more to fishing i think. location sg linggi. da lame kot xjejak kaki kat situ. last.. afta spm? plus minus la.. hee.. tmpt tu generally, best, cantik permai.. ad tmpat kaki pancing.. kaki lepak.. sbb siap kdai2 mkn n payable toilet. hehe. TETAPI, ni yg xbest.. there are lots lots of RUBBISH here and there.. urghh.. espeacially kat jeti mmncing tuhh. perghh.. xbley blah. foods residue.. bottles, wrappers.. yuckks! no need to be details. sume la ade. cukop pakej. huhuu..

sad. bile xde kemudahan, bising. bile da disediakan kemudahan, cmni la behaviour nye! to be mean, ni laa org malaysia.. totally xbersyukur n langsung xhargai kemudahan. then, bile kemudahan trsebut diminta bayaran, yaa for this stuff, pay workers to clean up, pun, bising jugakk.. da tu, nape sendiri xjage kebersihan? kalau org islam. terang2, masing2 tahu kebersihan separuh dr iman. tp dr segi praktikal nye? sad.. totally sad..

isu ni, bkn kat ctu jek. kat mane2 je ade. sikap tu yg mnntukan. mase sekolah, tajuk karangan BM, brkali2 bangkitkan isu ni. tulis mnjela-jela. siap kritik itu ini, cadang itu ini. tp utk pe? A je ke? knape xde praktikal? itu yg kite xtaw.. huu.. kalau sikap setiap dr kite xbrubah, xde kesedran dlm diri, isu ni, xmgkin brubah.. mlh akan terus mnerus dr generasi ke generasi yg laen.

syarikat2 swasta sebok wat kempen sana sini. pung pang pung pang, tp pringkat awal jekk.. 2 3 mggu pertama, ok laa.. then, what happen?? all that just bulls**t! propaganda masing2 semata-mata. but, kire ok la kan dari xde langsung? haii.. bumi nak hijau, air nk bersih. udara nk segar, diri nak selesa. tp sikap mcm hampehh.. fikir-fikrlah sendri. masing-masing ade otak kurniaan Tuhan yg Esa.


Malaysia Boleh! boleh ape?







"tepuk dada tanya IMAN"



Friday, November 20, 2009

aku perigi, kau timba.


satu hari yg sejukk.

berkata perigi kpd timba:

"terima kaseh atas kebahagian dan perhatian yg kamu beri dlu.
maaf, sy tdk ada kecantikkn utk mmbanggakan kamu.
maaf, sy tdk ada suara yg merdu utk menyanyi utk kamu.
maaf, sy tdk ada kelebihan utk gembirakan kamu selalu.
maaf, sy tdk ada harta utk memberi.
maaf, sy tdk ada sepenuh masa utk kamu.
maaf, sy tdk ada sifat memahami utk faham kamu.
maaf, sy tdk ada jambatan utk bertemu kamu.
tetapi, sy ada sepenuh kasih sayang, kesetiaan dan kerinduan buat kamu.
sekali kamu memilikinya, sampai bila pun, ia milik kamu.
namun jika itu, apa yg sy ada, kamu tdk mahu, maka, jelaskan lah.
berterus terang, dan tinggalkanlah sy, perigi yg lemah ini..."


jawab timba:

"...."






Thursday, November 19, 2009

its ur day darll..!


eeit.
^^
da nk abis pon 19 november.
lantak lah,nk jugak, hepi burfday to beloved sis, NUR FATEHA MURTADZA! eh yeke nme ayah die ek? hee.

semoga murah rezeki & best of luck in your life!



kesempatan ni gak, nk wish eepy belated to: ekin(5 NOV), tasha(..bile eh??), ummu(5 NOV), shaza(5 NOV), um(..sept..hee.).. n sape2 lg yg ak xsempat nk wishh. soryy! huu.


"muhasabah, apa kebaikan yg dilakukan sepanjang kehidupan ini."




u decide for ur own!

"when i grow up, i wanna be a doctor!"
"when i grow up.. teacher! ..engineer! ..pilot! ..lecturer ..accountant! .."


all those are answers to a very familiar question, "what is your ambition?", asked when we're little kiddo. naah. typical n proud answers. but, try la tgk, bpe ramai jek yg betol2 mncapai 'cita-cita' tersebut? and, there are lot lots of reasons on why it doesnt be like what it should be. most common, study xlepas. when growing, minat tibe2 tuka arah. dr science kpd sastera. hee. and, the one yg nk highlight, parents hopes, wishes n perhaps, wasiat?? hoo.

xyah amek contoh org len, juz me cukop. dlu, lau org tnye soklan cm kat atas tu, or tulis biodata kat lam buku mse skola rendah dlu an, ak msti tulis, PENSYARAH. coz wut? parents cikgu, then cikgu ak plak ckp, kite kene jd lg ebat dr parents. so, kire lg tggi sket la kan, lecturer. aha. mind set knk2. then, nek umo sket, its changed. from the current, to ACCOUNTANT. why? coz mase tu gile mnt math xingat dunie. haa. terer math = accountant. still, mind set budak2. hee.

then, secondary school. lau perkenalkan diri tu, mmg xlepas la soklan, "cite-cite?". guess what? the answer, back to the first, lecturer. sbb? mngalami mslh ala2 split personaliti. confuse. so, sng cite, hentam la. hehe. senior2 penah ckp, lau nk pkr kareer mse dpan, afta pmr, da kene serius pkr. sbb aliran yg kite amek tu lah, penentu.

papp! kene plak result pmr sgt best. maka, bermula la harapan mggunung parents. amek sains. mreke harap, anak dara diorg yg sorg je ni, akan suatu hari nnt, jd seorg DOKTOR. haila!
ak kate, ok, strive for it. tp, hati ak kate, yeke ni? should i? am i a doctor to be?
but, da kate lam ati, so mmg xkuar2 la. bersawang je lam ati. mmg try to be, kaw-kaw minat biology. but the truth, im forcing maself to love biology. erkk.

okeyh next, dpt result spm, thanx god, agak ok la, shock me, my physic was A instead of my biology. ahah. hikmah di sebaliknye? maseh ingat, seloroh manje tasha, "fizik ko A? aii, tu tndenye, ko kene mnjurus ke arah fizik tuh. hehe". yeah, perhaps. that was totally what im thinking tOo.

kemudian, jeng.. jeng.. jeng.. hehe, berlaku la kesilapan besar pertama lam idop ak, mse mohon JPA, ak g bantai mnx kedoktoran. bengOng. da taw result lebih kurg, ade ati tuu! tnyeela sbb. sbb? permintaan mreke. even mreke x directly asked, but i knew, they were wishing for it. hoho. penyesalan? of course, mgkin, mungkin skali, permohonan tu, adalah kejurutraan, it may b considered. menyesal? naah. da xgune da.

matrikulasi. aliran sains. tp maseh xtaw cabang pe. abah suruh, sume taw la kan, hayat. ak pon mohon la. mane taw, berkat ibu bapa. and again, its shown, ak dpt, sains fizikal. frankly, ad prasaan halus yg cam buat ak hepy n suke laa! berat. ak inform abah. ayat pertama,"boleh mohon tukar kan?" see. ak pon aci mcm nk xnk jek ckp boleh tuka. haila, dlm ati mmg xnak tukaa!

mcm bese, dlm ati, is matter dlm ati. still, i asked for changed and worth it. matrices life was deniable. happening. suke duke. sume la campOor2. kat situ la knal dunie slain dunia prsekolahan. kat situ la kenal cbran. kat situ la kenal cintaa. eh? hehe. shhh. :)
dan berlaku lg kesilapan, ak leka n sng ckp, maen2 mase tuh. bukk! amekk..
result pon atas pagar jekk. mcm ni, attitude sorg doktor?? naah. jauh panggang dari api.

okeh, tgk banding beza eh, a fren of mine, yg bakal jd real2 doktor, rajen tahap x engat. me? on off jekk. daya hafalan? mantap! me? gelak sket ilang sume. they hve their own secretly attitude which is hard to me to tell. definitely, different from me. and, the fact that im not going to be a doctor is already known by me ages ago, but still, i want to follow their wish. why ehh?

urmm. now, im taking my degree on polymer engineering. see? mohon dlm bidang biologi, dpt gak kejurutraan. think about if i try it at the first place before? yaa. no need to regret. kate org, ade hikmah di sebaliknye. juz, gembira seadanye dgn kehidupan skrg. lebih2 lg, mreke juga, suda dpt terima, yg ak, bkn calon mereka2 yg beruniform puteh. :)
tringat kata2 abah lpas dpt twran degree dlu,"abah da agak, akak msti akn ke arah fizik..". huhh?? nak salahkn siape? parents yg mahukan yg terbaek tuk anak2? atau diri sendiri yang xtaw nk pertahankan pndirian serta xgunakan kesempatan dan peluang sebaik nye?

nasihatku: kpd mereka yg maseh berkire2 nk jd pe, look at ur own potential, decide ur own decision. semoga x menyesal once.

continue the lyfe.



"melentur buluh biar dr rebung nye"




Wednesday, November 18, 2009

SPM dtg lg! :)


okeyh. zmn ak da brlalu. 2007 dlm kenangan.

ssh payah, jerit perih utk tahap itu suda berlalu.

juz nk wish GUD LUCK kat junior2 SBPI JEMPOL yg merupakan calon SPM taon ni.
all the best, make sure product2 school kite mantap2 sumeny
e k!

"berusaha bkn utk kejayaan dunie sahaje, berusaha juge demi kejayaan akhirat. ilmu dituntut, bkn kerana 10A SPM, ttp ilmu dituntut kerana DIA. :)"


specially dedicated to;
-nur fareha.
-nur izzat.
-faez.



izzat.


fareha.

xde kene ngene sebnanye. hee.



"peperiksaan itu medium utk menguji"


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

ice cream lOver :)


currently, im eating my ice cream, alOne.
juz finishng all houseworks.
relaxing, enjoying the icy cOol creamy. hee.
listening to the rain. peaceful.
watching the little hamster curling alone in his 'house'. dat thing, is ALONE toO.
am i alOne?
nope i thing. coz, i hve my famly at my side.
but, y eh?
still feelng lonely?
okayh, enouf.
i admit, missing him damn much.
urghh.
let calculate, matrix life end on may. and now, its already nov. goin to dec.
almost 6 month. perhaps 7 already.
haila. dunno from where i got this strength to keep patience.
dunno when till we meet again.
juz planting my patience, day by day.
accepting ur changes bit by bit, even its quite hurt.
okayh, enouf.
juz need to spill it out.
currently, my icy creamy is finish.
need more.
enjoy it in the coOl rainy day. crazy? perhaps. hee.
taking away the burden.
yeah.
:)


"patience have limits too"

Sunday, November 15, 2009

a gift, a hope :)


about a month ago, perhaps, i was otw back from class. ibu called. she told me, she was at POH KONG. huh? mak aih. hee. then, she said, "ibu and abah got sumthing for u. so, juz study betol2.. ok?"
fuhh. happy, for the sumthing, feel quite heavy for the hope. h
ehe. not bcoz i'm lazy or what. but, though gak wOo course ak nih. haila..

papepon, i'll try my best, smarter n harder. all out. anyway, my 1st final exam, was ended. quite satisfied, but oso afraid fo the result. huu.


neway, terkejut petale ke-8 ak tgk gift trsebut!
a pair of platinum stud earings and, a platinum neck
lace.
fuhh. beyond my thought. huu.


thnx ibu, thnx abah.
will hold ur HOPE, tightly in my grasp. in my
heart.
luv both of u! muahx
:)

:)

:))

huu~


"ibu bapa sanggup berkorban demi anak-anak tercinta"




Saturday, November 14, 2009

finally...=)


finally, da exam was ended.

finally, my 1st semester in my 1st year, was ended.
finally, all those sillies things we do at P
ERLIS for diz sem, was ended.
finally, all those knowledge we explored at UniMAP, was ended
up at the exam answer sheets.
finally, i left WANG ULU for this certain times.
finally, i am writing back my blog.
finally, the best thing ever, I'M
HOME!

hee. wut a day. 8 hours of journey. tOo many obstacles. even we're juz sit down n slept all da way. 'tok wan' the driver. k.kOng the co-pilot. freezing in the rain. changed bus, heavy bags. sighh. the most freaky-weird, a sex-pshycotic attacked 1 of us. urgh. scary siOott!

btw, FINALLY, we arrived safely to our own homies..
hee.

kupt nk jatuh. aha~

surya. kupt. baggies. aha~

4 tickets. background cun. cet~

sempat :)

xera. kupt. syafi. toilet R&R. aha~



"hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu negeri sendri, baik lagi negeri sendiri"



Friday, October 23, 2009

tagged by WANIE ;)

1) APE YG ANDA RASE SKRG?
nak dpt 'DEKAN'. haha~


2) RATE THP KEEMOAN ANDA (1-5)
3,cpat mrh,cpat cool. hii~


3) WARNA KESUKAAN ANDA?
no doubt, GREEN.


4) KALAU DIBERI PELUANG,ANDA MAHU JADI ARTIS?
nope, nope and nope. luv to b myself. =)


5) BAGI SATU SIKAP YG ADA PADA ANDA
'gile-gile'?? haha~


6) ANDA RASE ADE SESEORANG SEDANG MEMINATI ANDA?
'meminati' tu ape? xjumpe pon lam kamus dewan..hek3~


7) KALAU ANDA BERDUKA,APEKAH YG ANDA AKAN BUAT?
termenung, cry probably? but sumtimes, ignore jek dgn duk mrepek ngan kwn2 ku yg agak mental disoder. haha.


8) JIKA ANDA WANITA,BERAPAKAH MAS KAHWIN YG SESUAI UTK ANDA?
hee..soklan ni..urm, saje je nih, RM25555.55..wa3~ (^^)


9) ANDA SUKA PEMBERI TAG INI KERANA?
she's my best fren ever...;) bkn suke jek,syg lg..hik3


10) JIKA ANDA MENJADI PEMBERI TAG INI,APEKAH 3 PERKARA PERTAMA YG AKAN ANDA LAKUKAN?
1. g kt link yg aku suke
2. g kt blog diorg..tag jela..
3. pastu tgk balik diorg jwb ke x..hehe..

*tiru jwpn WANIE. haha~


TAG 7 ORG MEMBER ANDA

  1. amal
  2. shaza
  3. ekin
  4. ummu
  5. farid
  6. tiya
  7. piqa

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

heels or sneakers?



"..she wears high heels, i wear sneakers..
she's cheer captain, i'm on the bleachers..."

listening to the song, terfikir lak sesuatu utk ak coretkan kat cni. high heels ke sneakers? ni bkn mslh nk pilih mase shopping, but attitude of the owner yg nk ak ketengahkan. yela, stereotypely, gurls yg pki heels ni kunun nye, bak kate haziq lam cite surga cinta, 'sopan santun, lemah lembut..' bla3, tp xde ar sume pon. laen plak impression org kat gurls yg pki sneakers, 'pergh, ganas seyh minah tu', 'mcm mat rempit..', 'kasar dak tu'..dan pelbagai lagi la.

tp ade major diff yg aku nmpk antara gurl jenis heels dgn sneakers ni. gurls yg dikategorikan as 'sneakers' ni normally suke wat hal sendri, kurang jage tepi kain org, kurang k, not saying totally not. hehe. berdikari, berani, happy go lucky, funny, cam xmalu sket..hehe, quite boyish, but still ladylike...still berperasaan terhadap lelaki. normally, this type of gurls disenangi oleh boys tuk wat best fren.

instead, gurls yg jenis heels ni, mencapah sket pangai dr jenis sneakers. hehe. commonly, mreke2 ni, jenis 'gurly2' sket. ckp cover2 sket, kunun pemalu. manja. cute2 gitu. haha. gurls yg type ni, mmg boys suke r wat jd gf masing2. yela kan, mcm yg haziq ckp tu la, full pakej la kot. hoho.. tp,mcm si sneakers, heels pon ad gak kelemahan. sumtimes, manja diorg over smpi thp gedik+ngade2 dah. itu ini xleh da nk settle sendri. kdg2 mreke2 ni, sgt la sensitif. xkuat sgt. ade bnda yg 'down' kan mreke, maka makin 'down' la mreke. duk sob2 24 jam. huhu. cerewet, leceh..sume la pangai owg pompuan yg lemah kan. yela..at the other side, si sneakers ni plak seboleh2 xnk nmpk lemah as a girl. kunun strong la.

tp itula, lau base on bait2 lgu taylor swift tu, mcm ksian je kat si sneakers sbb kewujudan die mcm ade xde jek, mayb dsbbkan penampilan die, boy xnmpk pon keistimewaan die. yela, besenye, boys akan anggap mreke ni best fren jek, xkesa nk story pe pon. sgt percaye kat mreke. tp, kaum2 adam ni, xnmpk, yg si best fren mreke ni la yg duk risau saket pening, mkn mnum, suke duke, mng kalah diorg. sume bnda yg favret, sume mreke hafal. tp, si heels yg lebih kesa pasal dri sendri tu gak yg kaum2 adam ni try to catch. from my experience wif my frens, those sneakers can change to heels bit by bit without expel their own character, but, from heels to be a sneakers? perhaps...=)

well, all this are just pendapat ak yg mentah ni. base on pngalaman, pemerhatian kat alam skeliling, serta pembacaan. so, jika trdapat sbrg silap slh, tersasul bahase, harap la dimaafkan ye! btw, between both type of gurls, mmg ade kelebihan and kekurangan tersendri, malah its depends on the gurls herself. so, terpulang la pd u all nk kate mane yg better or not. =)



"wanita hiasan dunia, seindah hiasan adalah wanita solehah.."


p/s:aku jenis ape ek? bia la angin lalu je jwb..haha~


Friday, October 9, 2009

bile beraya di senai johor...

mcm bese, lau ari rye tu xblik senai, mmg xsah. so,nk pndekkan story, ptg rye ke-2 tu,kami skeluarga pon berangkat la ke sana dgn bahagienye..hehe. perjlnn xde yg menarik. same jek dr dlu smpai skrg. lubang kat jln pon ak ingat. haha. tpu tol. hee~

bese lau blik senai,kami ber-6 jek. tp kali ni,ber-7. hehe. sbb si messy ikot. messy adalah seekor anak kucing yg bakal diberikan kpd mk cik ku ble tibe di johor t. huhu. [rindu ko messy. =( ]
lwk je kucing seko ni. duk lam kotak xmoh. nk gak tdo bwh ketiak busuk along. haila. pape jela messy oii..=)


mcm bese gak, bile bermusafir je ke senai, confirm, 100%, aku msti tidoq nye.. hehe..bkk je mate, da smpai kulai. em, bile tibe di senai, bnyk plak prubahan da berlaku sjak dr kecik smpai skrg. dulu2, ade tol sblum msuk senai. skrg, xde da..alhamdulillah..hehe. dulu2, jln kat smpang nk msuk arah airport tu, xde la sesak sgt. skrg, xtaw la mane dtg ntah kete2 bnyk tu. xde uma agaknye. dulu2,xde econsave kat traffic light tu, skrg ade..beso lak tu. dulu2,xde highway ke flyover ke kat area tu,skrg, amek,highway direct g desaru. hoh. kemajuan a.k.a da lame ak xblik senai. haha.


mcm bese, lau blik raye kat senai. ya Tuhan, bosan yg amat. xtaw nk wat pe. huhu. sedey jek. yeye bwk bju rye, tp xpakai pon. huh. tula hakikat ble braye kat senai..waa~

tp,seb bek,ptg esoknye,kazen sepupu spapat ak blik gak. ade la gak sound kat uma nenek ku itu. lau x, sunyi je kot. papepon, mlm rye ke-3 tu, kitorg bantai g lepak2 kat danga bay. layan jek even xde la yg menarik sgt tmpat tu. lyn da
k2 kecik. hehe.

abah lau xmrepek same, mmg xsah.

da nex day, b4 blik n9, konvoi g uma mak teh. nk g lawat messy. huhu. uma die kat bndr penawar. jauh kot. ak mls nk afal lekuk n lubang, ak pon tdo la..hehe.
ptg sket,kitorg brtolak pulang. sggh mlake jap. mlm tibe d rumah. itulah die, bile braye di senai joh0r...=)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

eid fitr 09-1

salam aidilfitri sume! hee. hari raye mmg indah, dgn sume ade bradik aku berkumpul, fuh, agak gamat a uma even kitorg 4 org jek. hehe. pg2 lagi kitorg da 'melantak' rendang itik ibu kitorg sampai licin. hihi. pas da siap2, kitorg 1 famly pon grak la ke surau tuk solat aidilfitri yg dirindui. solat yg 2 kali skali je kite tunaikan lam setahun. =)

then, blik jek solat sunat, pe lg, mule la sesi memenuhkan memory card camera. haha. bkn nye nk berslm-slman ke. haila. ntah pape la kitorg ni. hehe. act, bkn xnk slm, ibu la, trus g msuk dpur sbb nk msk nsi briani nk bwk blik kg. so, smentara tggu ibu msk, kitorg bantai a mrepek..hehe.
ngan abah pon join. hihi. brikut la pics yg smpat amek.

sang putera

zhafri.

arif. syafi..=)


adek bajet manja. hee ;)

abah pn mrepek gak. hee ;)

ngeh3. slepas penat mrepek, ibu pn settle msk, kitorg pn grak a ke kg iaitu felda hutan percha. nme bru aku lupe plak. hehe. dekat jek pon, xsampai stenga
h jam da sampai. sampai kg, jumpela sanak saudare yg ade time tu. anak2 buah ku yg cumel2. pergh, letih layan. hehe. slm2 n trime duit raye. ngat da xdpt da. hee. mcm bese, labih kurg kes bls dendam la, bantai la mkn secukop-cukop nye. hik! xhenti2 kot mkn. jap kekueh raye. jap lemang ketupat. haila, xgak gemok aku. huhu.


then, pas zuhur camtu, kami satu famly blik uma jap sbb niat di
hati msing2 nk bergambar kat studio. waa. da la bju x se'tema'. warne warni tol. haha. hentam jela labu! sbb bkn pe, kami mmg da lame nk amek gmbar kat studio, tp ade je aral mlintang. so diz time, by hook or by crook, nk jugak! and, alhamdulillah, kami berjaya. yeah!



wif ibu kat dpn tabung aji afta studio snap.



nmpak x kitorg? hee ;)

afta dat, kami pon g la braye kat uma sanak saudare sebelah abah kat area rembau. sbb cuti masing2 jap jek, so, nk xnk pegi jugak la ari ni. nnt xsmpat jumpe, ade yg mengata plak kan? hehe. lagipun, mmg time raye jela mase nk eratkan silaturrahim sesame sendri. =)
yg terkesan sbb lwk, 2 pupu aku yg berumor 3 tahun lebih, bg aku sekuntum bunga ros! hee. cumel jek. da la malu2. haha. lwk tol budak tuh. kui3.
(awk,jgn jeles tau. hihi)


ros & syafi ;)

bajet cover album.




to be continued...



"syawal bukanlah untuk mereka yg berbaju baru, ttp buat mereka yg meningkat iman nye"




Related Posts with Thumbnails