Saturday, December 19, 2009

dearest sister, tearfull sacrifies..


PART 1.

i'd heard 'bout this book ages ago. dari kawan kepada kawan syafi. aha! he told a lil' bit 'bout it. and he really good at hypnotized me to keep thinking of the novel. aiyakk. tapi apekan daya, masih student sekolah at that time. sistem ekonomi syafi ma
sih terumbang-ambing. ironicly, my parents not too supporting me in reading novels. so, faham-faham jelaa.. kene guna janaan ekonomi sendiri weh!

maka,bermulalah angan-angan suci syafi untuk simpan even a penny to get the novel by my own. yeahh. can still feel the atmosphere. but, aha, kalau dah kuar 'but' tu, maksudnya, mestilah tak menjadi right? huu..pelbagai kekangan ekonomi serta waktu menyebabkan angan-angan suci itu terkubur menjadi angan-angan si Jenin. days passed, bit by bit i'm no longer remember 'bout the novel. sibuk SPM lagi satu hal! hailaa..


then, after nearly 3 years, coincidently, when hang out with my bff early this december, tergerak pulak nak singgah bookstore. in split sec, i'm likely to had a kind of memory bomb, boom! "thats it,MY SISTER'S KEEPER!" with a serious looked, i searched the racks like hell. haha. finally, found it. no 2nd thought. grab it. pay for it. oh yeahh! lihatlah dunia, i'd made it, aku berjaya gali balik angan-angan suciku! afta 3 years...

tak tahu la cetakan keberapa nih. huk.

ok, enough for the craps. i'm still in progress in reading. kekanggan tugas-tugas wajib anak dara di rumah semasa cuti semester. huh. but, it's half already. and, it's really, really tear up my mind to think all those issues rises in the story. it's about a family who has a pair of children, Kate & Jesse. Unfortunately, Kate is diagnosed with APL-acute premyelogenous leukemia. need bone marrow transplant. but, too risk to wait for suitable donor. even Jesse, her brother herself didnt match. then, there come the idea of designer baby from Sara, the mother. using IVF to select the best genes to be geneticly equal to Kate.

ever dare to think? i mean, to design a child in order to save another child? huu.. then, the 1st issue rised. Anna, the designed baby, at her thirteen, sued her parents for medical emancipation. goshh! she feel that she should not give away her kidney to her sister as thier parents wish. and she think she has the right. actually, from my reading so far, i know, Anna is just want a kind of attention from her parents. or,maybe that's only a part of it. perhaps, she felt that her parents play unfair between their children. because Anna was three when she had her 1st surgery to help her sister. And guess what, Sara is quite playing the role of unfair.

for the half book i read, it forces me to think, sometimes, parents dont aware of their unfairness between their children even they think so. sometime, we must accept that there are certain part of child are very sensitive through their heart. bila mereka terasa, tambahan lagi wujud persekitaran yang memaksa, serta kebijaksanaan minda, timbul persaan memberontak. perhaps, that differentiate between children and adults. but, Anna braveness really shock me. whoaah. i'll never have the gut to do what she did.

lots more to share. sebab memang banyak sangat isu yang menarik & buat syafi terfikir. but, let me finish the other half. hehe. of course, there will be part 2.

quotes from the novel:

"when i was a little, the great mystery to me wasn't how babies are made, but why?"....Anna


notakaki: Jodi Picoult is good ya noe. *grin*


black & white photo contest


by: thecamerajunkie.blogspot.com

i'm really interested. nice coz its juz for fun. repeat, JUZ FOR FUN.
so, here the picture.

*on June 7th. Kelantan.





notakaki: thnx to shaza. gud luck to her. :)



"the art of photos"



Wednesday, December 16, 2009

bile kami bersama.. :)


12 December 2009.
kami, syafi, tasha, wanie, charm.

keluar bersama smpena holide masing2. well, konon nk reunion. tp, from 9, 4 jek yg dpt join. huu. sedihh. tp xpee. go on jekk.

jumaat tuh, syafi & wanie gerak dlu ke cheras. ke Antarabangsa kondo. umah sewa tasha. charm follow up the next day. coz she had driving class. huu.
aktvt? well. we were talking, talking, talking..chated all the way. kenangan zaman sekolah. rahsia2. ngumpat2. kutuk2. haha. nice!




at the moment, mmg trase rindu kat skola..huu..
well,mls nk story bnykk. on the day, we'll ke sunway pyramid. asalnya..nk ice skating. but..someone got scared. hua3. cancelled. wacthing movies. THE PRINCESS & THE FROG. (ke terbalik ek?haha)
mmg best! mmg enjoy la cite nih. even mcm budak2..but srius. BESTT!
mkn2. jln2. pusing2 lam SP tuh. then..lepak kat secret recipe sbb konon
nk celebrate besday charm. (tp kek masing2 nye fulus laa.haha).



BTW, yg nk highlight, we'll used taxi jekk. but what make me quite pissed off, nape org melayu nk mkn org melayu? but bangse laen ok je la plak?? amek untung beza smpai 5 6 ringgit? WTFishh? tahula kami not from there. but be honest la kan. tambah sedih bangsa sendri yg buatt..huu..


anyway, the 3 days 2 nites are totally unforgettable. 5 years kami membesar dlm alam remaja. u all syafi tak kan lupa sampai bila-bila..:)

now, sume da success. cuma perlu berjuang lagi. Wanie & Charm: UTP, petroleum engineering. Tasha: UCSI, A-Level for denstistry(Ireland). Syafi: UniMAP, polymer engineering.

*ade lagi shbt2 yg sgtt success yg xdpt nk bertemu. huu. miss u all.


syafi, wani, charm, tasha.


"bersahabat sampai mati"

Thursday, December 10, 2009

kau sayangku ♥


as i'm in form 3. xsilapp. i had bought a Bikash Nur Idris novel (second of mine), title, Kau Sayangku. mmg best woo. yelaa. syafi pon suke nukilan2 author trsebut. esp, Ria Qistina. the 1st novel i read (which make me love the rest). jln story excellent, make me cant wait to finish it. lau xsilap. 2 ari je kot. yelaa. nga skola lg. hehe. tapi sygg.. novel itu suda tiada. sbb? kene rampas oleh guru2 trchenta. huk3. padan muke. sape sohh bwk skola ye x? hehe. (budak nakal kot). act, ade member nk pinjam. dan-dan jek ad spotcheck. huhu. sedehh..

okeh. but now. da xsedehh. sbb.. kesah itu suda dilakonkan! yess.. tajuk, 'Dari Mata Arisa'. haha. okeh. admit. org laen da lame taw. me jek yg baru taw. huhu. sbb kat uni mcm katak bwh besen. xtgk tv kott! (plus,ne layan rtm.haha) huu. tp, i dun care. i'm freaking excited sbb dpt tgk n hayati balek kesah Akif Zamani & Arisa! nice2.. i like..hee..

tetapi..Syed Aiman not the one i think for Akif..hehe. should be Aaron Aziz. haha. Ashraf da seswai da untk Eddy. Yang laen2, ok! papepon, layan jekk.. cant wait to wacth till the end. hehe. another addiction after Nur Kasih. hee.

cover yg cun. tp pinky. huu.


notakaki: congrate kak Bikash! even mcm da basi..erkk..



"bakat kurniaan Tuhan"

Monday, December 7, 2009

its december.



its December.
there are winter. not in Malaysia of course. should be cold out there. means, there. so far away there. but i like can feel the cold breeze. freezing my heart. uhh. what can i say. i'm the one who choose it. nobody should be blame. da wat silap, tanggung a sendri kan? well, its hurt. tp sabar tu madu. that can heal it. give the sweetness back. so, just keep going bersabar. sabar dlm perjuangan diri sendiri tuk mncapai kebahagian dunia dan akhirat.

*nex january, its been two decades. ohh..

Kian jauh
Kian hilang
Kasih antara kita

Nampak tenang
Pada zahirnya
Tapi batin terseksa

Yang terguris tak nampak dimata
Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata
Tahan sebak didada

Ke manakah..nak dibawa
Resah kian melanda

Di manakah
Hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada

Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh

notakaki: kian sepi uhh.


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