its december.

its December. there are winter. not in Malaysia of course. should be cold out there. means, there. so far away there. but i like can feel the cold breeze. freezing my heart. uhh. what can i say. i'm the one who choose it. nobody should be blame. da wat silap, tanggung a sendri kan? well, its hurt. tp sabar tu madu. that can heal it. give the sweetness back. so, just keep going bersabar. sabar dlm perjuangan diri sendiri tuk mncapai kebahagian dunia dan akhirat.

*nex january, its been two decades. ohh..

Kian jauh
Kian hilang
Kasih antara kita

Nampak tenang
Pada zahirnya
Tapi batin terseksa

Yang terguris tak nampak dimata
Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata
Tahan sebak didada

Ke manakah..nak dibawa
Resah kian melanda

Di manakah
Hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada

Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh

notakaki: kian sepi uhh.